BillVol wrote:But God really doesn't give a F. Why he doesn't give a F, I don't know. Because I think there is a God, and I think God is good. More installments to come, unless I get slammed by everybody.
I certainly am not slamming you - you are justifiably hurt right now, but posting here won't help you work through it. If anything, it will make matters worse, as you put into words things you are only saying in anger. That never works out - you know that.
If you believe in God, go to your local pastor and say these things to him/her. S/he has heard them before and knows how to guide you through the pain.
Feel free to e-mail me as before, but don't lash out like this; it can only cause more pain.